This Journey

I’m going on a journey so far so far, far away lol. I have been on a journey for the past 8 years trying to forget the terrible things that have happened to me. For time heals all wounds. Yea right that’s a fucking lie. My journey has been a difficult one and maybe if I had some common sense to forget how hurt I am then it would be better. But hell no I will not forget and I certainly won’t forgive. I hate the one who hurt me I wish him nothing but the worst things possible. I wish he was suffering as much as I suffer every day. Deal with depression, nightmares and the sexual frustration because I am scared to even let some one touch me. My life has been fucked up this journey has not even been a good one. I am sick of it sick of every thing.