This Journey

I’m going on a journey so far so far, far away lol. I have been on a journey for the past 8 years trying to forget the terrible things that have happened to me. For time heals all wounds. Yea right that’s a fucking lie. My journey has been a difficult one and maybe if I had some common sense to forget how hurt I am then it would be better. But hell no I will not forget and I certainly won’t forgive. I hate the one who hurt me I wish him nothing but the worst things possible. I wish he was suffering as much as I suffer every day. Deal with depression, nightmares and the sexual frustration because I am scared to even let some one touch me. My life has been fucked up this journey has not even been a good one. I am sick of it sick of every thing.

What are friends for?

In the real world we have people in our life’s who we call friends but are they really your friends. Do you ever notice when those so called friends need you to be there for them you are but when you need them you can’t seem to find them or they always have some excuse to why you couldn’t find them.
Well those friends I don’t want in my life.
I think we all need to take sometime to look at the people in our life’s and do a reflection on all the situations we go through and if those friends are never there for you do the best thing you can ever do and that drop there worthless asses.
If they can’t be there for you to help you or guide you then you don’t need them.
Also look at your self cause this might apply.

Hey

WELCOME
PLEASE MAKE YOUR SELF AT HOME AND ENJOY ALL THE LUXURY OF MY HUMBLE HOME LOL.
I AM SO GLAD TO FINALLY HAVE A BLOG NOW I CAN TALK ABOUT ALL THATS GOING ON IN MY CRAZY LIFE.