Fresh Start

I woke up this morning to a brand new day but my heart is heavy and I can't seem to understand why. May be its all the pressure of another school term or its just stress from my every day life. I honestly don't know what to think but I just feel down today. I feel like the only girl in the world at this moment and I hate feel like that but I'm strong so I must keep moving. My day today is going to be a very long one with school and doing some last minute shopping for the Thanksgiving Holiday. I wish I could skip my classes today but I need as much practice as I can get on my vocal pieces. Sometimes I wonder why I choose music to be my profession but then I remember how much its makes me happy and how much I enjoy singing and playing the clarinet. For me I had no other choice but to do music I couldn't see myself doing anything else.
I realize that I have never been good at anything else other than music and I have tired many other professions but it never gave me a feel of total bliss like music does. Anyways I am off to school and hopefully my day will pick up and become brighter.

Kisses
Erulisse

A New Day

I have been on a journey to find myself and what I want in my life. This journey has taking me on a train ride of endless tears, smiles and plenty of laughter.
It took me 27 years to realize the kind of woman and person I want to be. I had to learn how to love myself for who I am with all my faults. I had to be reborn into this new person who now understand who she is and what she deserves in life. I took the time out to find my place in this world and I found that I am a wonderful person who has been hurt so many times by those I love but I keep pushing on and that shows just how strong of a person I am. So at the end of the day all that I have been through has led me to be a strong black woman. I am back now and I hope that I continue to blog my journey into being a better person who can impact the life of the people I meet.